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I think all the art students take pride in their work a lot. Despite tt, a lot of ppl still look down on art. >:(
Art is a pain to my original life. It takes up a lot of time and effort. Even so I didnt put a lot of effort in it ha. I am a slacker man. I regretted it. Since I cannot pay attention to other subs, I might as go all out for art. There are a lot things bothering me in JC.
As you may have know, my other subs sucks. I hate leatures, I hate tutorials. They may be fun sometimes, but they are... not very useful to me. Maybe becoz of the pace I think. I NEVER study notes and hardly do any tutorials.( Maybe too used to textbooks haha, now still using a study guide book.) I only do ten years series. Aiya, these things dont say first la.
When I come to think about it, my desires are my dreams. Dreams are illusions. And illusions are not not not true. You thought you are holding onto it, you are actually catching nothing. Therefore, I decide never to purpuse dreams. Becoz, it must not be a dream, it (for example, art) must be reality. It has to smell as real as father's sweat and feel as real as mother's touch. But to others, it is a dream. You must must must have the determination and confidence to make it come true.
Art is still a dream to me. I am glad to make it a sweet dream. But it is time to wake up from it. I am not going to give it up. But just putting it back to the list of dreams and waiting for one to teach me how to never give up.